From the recording My Darkest Hour
Lyrics
So I tripped and fell and now I'm trapped inside this well.
Yeah, fuck it's lonely down here,
Ok here we go.
If the world was peaceful,
We wouldn't have to be evil,
We wouldn't want to rebel,
So we cast these demons to come on out and so u begin that spell,
You begin to repel,
Twisting and winding down that well,
Where i tripped and fell.
And now ur dangling there,
Without a care,
Coz your life is just not fair,
And then something hits you...
i feel so blue... I'm so lost too...
I've tripped and fell,
So why am i swinging here trapped inside, this well.
Why am I screaming,
Can't parts of my story be something with meaning,
Who am I meant to be pleasing ?
These thoughts I never tell,
As I swing here inside this well,
Where I tripped and fell,
And so i began casting that spell.
My demons are out and they wanna play,
Ohhh for fuck sakes please not today,
I can't keep these voices at bay,
I think this is it, I've really lost my way.
These thoughts that echo through my brain
I'm a piece of shit, I'm a shit stain...
All I am is just a pain...
Why is this happening to me,
It's so fuckin dark down here I just can't see,
Oh shit now ive veered lanes,
I've steered through this pain,
I know it all to well, it all feels the same.
FUCKKK !!!
Then my guardian came to me named Shane,
And I don't know how else to tell you he said,
But you are loved and guided in all parts of Ur life, U are gifted so you no longer need to think twice,
No more lonely blues,
First the right path you must choose.
Yeah,
Someone's comin for you,
Someone's comin for you,
Someone's comin for you,
He said,
This can't be how it ends,
I'm beginning to see through,
I can't be the only person going through this too.
It could all start, just right now pick a path,
Which one dark or light,
Your gonna need to conjure up all ur might,
As I gaze up into this well and I see the distant moon in the darkness of the night,
It's emitting just the right amount of light,
It's giving me hope that things just might turn out alright.
So I begin to wonder why these sort of behaviours, are so hard to say see ya later,
We stand tall in disarray,
All coz we chose to lose our way,
and so the poor pray just to be blessed to live through one more fuckin day.
You are already a blessing and so much more, Let me show you what for,
Ur angels are here to save ya,
So please first do urself a favour,
And go fix ur fuckin behavior.
I'm trapped inside this well
No one is hearing me yell,
I've tripped n fell,
I'm dangling alone and I dropped my phone,
All I wanna do is go home.
Your spirit guide,
Once seen inside,
Will show you,
All the reasons why,
Like why we abide,
Only to sigh,
I just gotta know why....
Do I fuckin let go
Or do I miss that free throw,
Never have I felt this low,
Like kickin a curb n stubbin ya fuckin toe.
Sometimes it's just to hard to say no.
Pretending on the outside not to cry...
Knowing deep inside that were allowed to lie, About the many things we do behind the lines of crime, not really knowing why,
You come out and be mean,
So let's paint ourselves all green,
And call ourselves the green machine and that one colour unity will bring a one nation of equality.
No more race wars coz we will all be the same colour, coz to some people colour is everything and it really shouldnt be like that, so I made this rap coz I got shit to say and that's all lives matter,
Watch the crowds scatter,
Coz they just don't know the fuckin latter,
Your garden of flowers await my sweet poet, You are extremely kind and this is your worst demon, so its time to throw it,
It lurks everywhere and inbetween and so when we need vulnerability and are forced to choose the inbetweens, very quick you will see, you are so much more than just a fiend.
Do you know what the fuck i mean,
If the world was peaceful,
We wouldn't have to be evil,
We wouldn't want to rebel,
So we cast these demons to come on out and so u begin that spell,
You begin to repel,
Twisting and winding down that well,
Where we tripped and fell,
And now ur dangling there,
Without a care,
Coz your life is just not fair,
And then something hits you...
No one fuckin cares,
Coz if I've tripped and fell,
So why am i swinging here trapped inside this well.
Why am I screaming, can't parts of my story be something with meaning,
Who am I meant to be pleasing ?
All this blood is rushing to my head,
Now its got my blood boiling red,
I just wished I had stayed in fuckin bed.
So I'll stay trapped in this well,
Until someone hears me yell.