From the recording My Darkest Hour
Lyrics
Oh what a rush to the heart,
Now let's go back to the start.
You used my heart as a crutch for yours,
You paddled through my soul with your sharpened oars,
You didn't give a fuck how much it hurt,
You dug urself out of a hole but you covered me in dirt.
I feel, I see, I know,
Sometimes that knowledge is hard to let go,
It's a blessing and a kur$e some say,
Yet i still wouldn't want it any other way.
Earth below to the sky above,
Fill the dark of night with my love,
The morning sun will take my pain,
And I will awake reborn again.
Oh what a rush to the heart,
Now let's go back to the start.
I really fucked up this time,
I think I've really crossed the line,
No idea how I've been so blind,
I'm just so fuckin far behind,
I'm losing my mind.
Going to bed feeling like it was all my fault,
Blaming my head coz I'm missin a few bolts,
I been on the run for the longest time and now my legs jolt,
So what are you really hiding coz all of this just aint my fault.
Oh what a rush to the heart,
Now let's go back to the start.
Your makin me laugh now...
Your actin like a retard,
Maybe it's you who should clean out ya back yard.
The past 12 months all I've been is a decoy,
For your fucked up plans and ploys,
Oh what a rush to the heart,
Now let's go back to the start.
Just live your life,
And don't think twice
Or roll the dice
Put away ya knife
Your one decision away from a much better life,
Oh what a rush to the heart,
Im gonna mend my broken heart.
I searched among the world a wide to see if I could say just what's on my mind.
However, there was not one that pictured it just right, For no one else can understand just what I'd like to write.
I even find it difficult to try to write it down,
For how do I portray to you,
The love that I have found.
Mere words cannot describe,
The many qualities you show,
The love and caring nature that you share with those who know.
I shall therefore be satisfied,
That you must know,
Just how I feel about you,
For words I simply cannot show.
I am a heart and you are my beat,
Beating rhythmically to my happiness,
My fear and my sadness,
I close my eyes and what do I see,
Holy fuck it's me.
So who is this someone who I adore,
This person who is beautiful right down to their core,
Who is this person I now see...
That person I fuckin found is me !!!
For I am me and you are with me,
To share all that I am,
To share my life, my love and my happiness,
Alwayz love yourself and believe that you can.
Now let's go back to the start,
Coz I need to fix this broken heart.
Now let's go back to the start,
Coz I need to fix this broken heart,
I need to fix this broken heart,
Can we rewind this shit and go back to the start.