Lyrics

🎶 I will grow old 🎶
Written by - Kur$ed

--- (Chorus) ---
I don't know what to do,
Finding the right words to choose,
To write down and tell to you,
Some of the shit that I've been going through,

I'm not sleeping,
Hands to the floor im touchin the ceilings,
From my garden of Edan,
Please give me one fuckin reason why I should be feeling...

--- (Verse 1) ---
Coz I'm barely holding on, I'm not dealin...
Just numb this feeling, Fuck breathing...
Do you ever get lost, deep in your thoughts, about the cost of seeing this through,
When you tie your stomach into knots that you don't know how to undo,
But do you ever have another moment after that, when you can see,
Everything you know your not going to be,
Or is that just me ?

Oh you can't hear me cry,
See all my dreams just died,
And i just can't figure out why,
How you just gave up and could no longer try,

Fuck you and ur goodbye,...
Why you had to go ahead and be so sly,
You left me standing here on my own, to suffercate and wonder why,

See I'm abit edgy,
But nothing will save me coz you've spread this Krazy,

Now your gonna turn ya back on me,
Dog cunt !

When you told me too leave,
I felt like I couldn't breathe,
My aching body fell to the floor then I called you at home and you said we are no more,

Ya see it's so quiet here and i feel so cold,
Coz this house no longer feels like home,
I know now,
I will grow old alone...

(Chorus)
I don't know what to do,
Finding the right words to choose,
To write down and tell to you,
Some of the shit I've been going through,

I'm not sleeping,
Hands to the floor im touchin the ceilings,
From my garden of Edan,
Please give me one fuckin reason why I should be feeling,

(Verse 2)
You said that you were not alone and that our love had to go,
I should've known better,
Now it hurts so much more,
Knowing you became someone I don't know anymore,

I don't know you anymore...

You caused my heart to bleed and you still owe me a god damn reason,
Coz I can't figure out why...
This treason...
Why I'm alone, freezing, left alone to fight my demons,
Give me a reason,

Fuck your feelings..

See all my dreams have died,
I'm so drunk and so fuckin high,
I'm so numb just why can't I cry,
There was no warning sign just a pack ya shit and fuck off, and a pathetic goodbye,
And I'm still sitting here trying to figure out why...

You showed me the door,
I don't know you anymore,

You caused my heart to bleed and you still owe me a god damn reason,
Coz I can't figure out why...
This treason...
Why I'm alone, freezing, left alone to fight my demons,

Fuck your feelings..

(Verse 3)
My heart is crying in the cold,
All because of the story you sold,
Now behold, my story is about to be told,

Oh you can't hear me cry,
See all my dreams just died,
What else can I do but hide,
Hide these feelings I have burying me inside,

(Chorus)
I don't know what to do,
Finding the right words to choose,
To write down and tell to you,
Some of the shit I've been going through,

Coz i'm not sleeping,
Hands to the floor im touchin the ceilings,
From my garden of Edan,
Please give me one fuckin reason why I should be feeling,

This house no longer feels like home,
And I will grow old alone.