Lyrics

🎶 So much more to me 🎶
Written by - Kur$ed

(Intro)
So much more to me...

So much more to me...

(Verse 1)
I'm laying on my side watching time fly by,
Coz these voices in my head are saying it's time to say goodbye,
I have no idea why,
On the outside I just cant cry,

My thoughts are krazy,
It's the same shit daily,
Life is so fucked up lately,

All my friends think I'm fuckin mental,
I don't mean to hurt anyone it's purely accidental,
So as I sit here with paper and pencil,
I've realised ive lost my potential,

Maybe I am Krazy and I can't change that,
Even if I could change what if my brain snaps,
What happens next if I can't change back,
These thoughts are so whack that I can't help that,

I'm running inside a broken mind,
I got no map,

I got no where to go,
I'm trapped,

My heart is black,
And i'm about to snap,

So much more to me...

For these twisted thoughts I will never escape,
Coz there are so many people who want me to break,
So you tell me...
How much is one person suppose to take ?

But what if I just gave up nobody will know what for,
So here i sit writing down my thoughts so raw,
Hoping I find the key to unlock this door,

Coz i can't fight this anymore...

For you see, losing your mind is not a good place to be,
You become dilusional and fail to see,
That deep within you have the key...

Ya just gotta come back to reality,
But without that key,
People can't see,
That there is so much more to me...

(Chorus)
I'm tired and im down,
Hoping things will turn around,
My neck is bound,
My feet are off the ground,
And I'm about to drown,

I'm tired and im down,
Hoping things will turn around,
My neck is bound,
My feet are off the ground,
And I'm about to drown,

(Verse 2)
But these dark, twisted thoughts trapped in my memory,
I hate them all so much,
They are my worst enemy,

Im clinging on to life,
With thoughts on my mind that aren't being nice,
Like am I just wasting time,
Coz fuck man all I need is a sign...

There is so much more to me...

So when I'm gone and lost for good,
Would anyone even know that I fought as hard as I could,
Or does it even matter,
That I am not meant to live a happily ever after.

I'm pinned to the sound,
And i need to shout,
Everybody looking at me filled with doubt,
Not one person knows what I'm about,
I might aswel jump on a train and take a new route,
Clean out my closet and get my noose out,
Hang out my heart and let it air out ?

It's kinda hard to see when your eyes ain't open,
How you gonna breath when that noose has got you chokin,

Im shedding a tear,
From ear to ear,
And what you can't see,
Is that death keeps looking for me...

(Chorus)
I'm tired and im down,
Hoping things will turn around,
My neck is bound,
My feet are off the ground,
And I'm about to drown,

I'm tired and im down,
Hoping things will turn around,
My neck is bound,
My feet are off the ground,
And I'm about to drown,

(Verse 3)
See I'm numb, I'm frozen,
Never been picked or chosen,
Stuck with all these emotions,
It feels like im fuckin broken,

See this gaping hole in my chest,
And this noose wrapped around my neck,
I'm bleeding to death,
Struggling to take a breath,
And i've fuckin tried my best,

So much more to me...

I know it's time to sink or swim,
And my light is the only thing I don't want to dim,
But people leave you out in the cold,
Coz you don't fit perfectly into there mould,

People see me telling my story into this microphone,
Then get mad at ya when you learn how to get warm on ur own,

It's funny coz no one knows im so alone,

So much more to me...

See it's funny how when I speak no one will listen,
But if I make a song then people hear what it is that I have written,
Like why does my voice only become powerful when I make a song,
When all it would take is for someone to ask me what the fuck is going on...

So much more to me...

Maybe now i hope people see,
That I'm not the only one trying to escape this reality,
So are we lost or setting ourselves free ?
Because there is so much more to me...

What people fail to see,
Is that there is so much more to me...

So much more to me...

There is so much more to me.