Lyrics

🎶 I'm gonna do better 🎶
Written by - Kur$ed

(Intro)
I'm gonna do better...

I promise I'm gonna do better...

(Chorus)
I look up and try to see the light,
But I feel myself fading away into the night,
Why do these tears keep on rollin,
I feel like my life has been stolen...

(Verse 1)
No one notices your tears,
Your madness or your fears,
Your sadness and your pain,
I'm solely to blame,
And this right here is my god for saken shame...

So guess what, another overdose,
I understand why people think it's gross,
Just know i'm not trying to boast,
Deep down I still know I'm doing better than most.

Just why do we overdose ???
Why do we push the limits,
So close,
It's as easy as hitting that like on a post,
Or putting bread in to toast.

I look back at my life and I'm scared,
Coz no matter what i try or do,
I just can't get it right, ohh poo !!!

I'm fuckin giving it all my might,
Truth is...
I'm only just holding on tight,

Look at you go it's just me and you,
I had nothing left to lose,
I had a bad case of them lonely blues,
One more time I just had to use.

For some it's a way to cope,
Doesn't mean that we've lost hope,
Just sometimes it gets hard living a life without dope,
Nope, I'm not lying and Nope this isn't a joke.

This relationship needs to survive,
Truth is I don't wanna die.
Coz I'm barely holding on,
I got alot of love but I feel none...

See you spend ya life chasing that dragon,
Your faith abandoned,
I'm definitely not braggin...
This life of mine is certainly saggin...

I promise I'm gonna do better,

I promise...

I promise I'm gonna do better...

I'm gonna do better...

I'm gonna do better...

(Chorus)
We'll get through it together,
No matter the weather,

I promise I'm gonna do better,
These tears I cry couldn't be any wetter,

I promise I'm gonna do better,

I promise...

I'm gonna do better...

I look up and try to see the light,
But I feel myself fading away into the night,
Why do these tears keep on rollin,
I feel like my life has been stolen...

(Verse 2)
Pen in my right hand,
Beat on repeat,
She hated it when I was writing but the bitch is always asleep,
I'm always cookin on my own,
Every night the kids just wanna eat,
I hope when my kids are grown,
None of them have to live out on the streets,
Coz I'm sick and tired of shit always being on repeat,
I'm so beat,
It's every god damn day of the week and I'm so tired of this defeat...

I can't seem to get out of this slump,
I need to get over this hump,
I need someone to help pull me out of this dump,
After this song there's gonna be something to pump...

Coz life is screaming at me telling me to fuckin jump...

The police are next door but all they do is turn the other cheek,
No one will ever put themselves in my god forsaken seat,
Shit is always on repeat,
I'm way past beat,

They dont really care about the kids in the mix, he went to the drug store and brought a packet of fits,
It isn't really fair how the kids gotta live,

See he never had a plan,
He never had to be a man,
No one to tell him that he can...
His so high now that he will never land,

He don't even recognise what his seeing in the mirror,
His daughter is always talking to him but he can barely hear her,

See his partner is still asleep,
She just popped another pill or two,
He just didn't know what the fuck to do...

Man, this life is gonna kill her...
Man, this life is gonna kill him...

Shit, both our lives are so fuckin dim.

Till one night his done with the slaughter,
His done being a husband to his wife,
Kids and only daughter...

There was no more good luck charm,
He didn't mean to cause any hurt or harm,
He certainly wasn't trying to raise the alarm,
But they found him bleeding in his room with a needle in his arm.

It was an overdose,
For too long had he tried to keep this secret closed,
His no longer ashamed if it's gross,
Coz deep down he knows his still doing better than most !!!

So fuck you if you think it's gross !!!

I promise I'm gonna do better,

I promise...

I promise I'm gonna do better...

(Chorus)
We'll get through it together,
No matter the weather,

I promise I'm gonna do better,
These tears I cry couldn't be any wetter,

I promise...

I promise I'm gonna do better...

I promise...

I promise I'm gonna do better...

I promise...

I promise I'm gonna do better...

I look up and try to see the light,
But I feel myself fading away into the night,
Why do these tears keep on rollin,
I feel like my life has been stolen...

I promise I'm gonna do better...

I promise...

I promise I'm gonna do better.