Lyrics

🎧 I'm Paralyzed 🎧
Written by - Kur$ed

(Chorus)
I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die,
And if life is pain then I wonder why ?
Why the fuck I'm so numb inside,
Contemplating my suicide,

I'm Paralyzed,

(Verse 1)
You can only run so far,
Lie about who you really are,
I've been ten thousand miles in the mouth of a graveyard,

You leave me bloodied up and scarred,
And just run away when things get hard,

I am someone who you are not,
Ain't complaining `bout what I got,
Just wish it was something I forgot,

We stand and watch two worlds collide,
With the flood of emotion I can no longer hide,

All them lies,
Now i'm Paralyzed...

And your heart is open wide,
With a feeling so deep inside,
I wanna know why you lied,

Why you didn't even try,
I just gotta know why,

All them lies,
Now i'm Paralyzed...

You ripped me open from limb to limb,
These web of lies that you spin,
Bitch, I notice everything,

(Chorus)
I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die,
And if life is pain then I wonder why ?
Why the fuck I'm so numb inside,
Contemplating my suicide,

I'm Paralyzed,

An angel in disguise,
Wonder how we got this far and never realized,
All these things I keep inside,
Like the smell of suicide,
All because you lied,

I'm Paralyzed,

(Verse 2)
All the things you did,
I simply cannot forgive,
Now the sky is going dim,
My patience is running thin,

You are somebody I no longer care for,
I seen your shadow waiting for me at the back door,

And I had one thought, maybe two or three more,
Do I shoot this basketball and score,

Change my voice like this to a deeper roar?
Coz you like to start a war,
Coz you couldn't do this anymore,

All them lies,
Now i'm Paralyzed...

I been right hooked to my jaw,
You said there's the door,
And I don't even know what the fuck for...
Huh, What the fuck for...

Are my prospects too grim?
My hopes are no longer slim,
And like a leaf with whirls on a limb,
Here comes the sting...

You say I love you then the next you don't,
Oh... How will I ever cope,

(Break)
An angel in disguise,
But before I realised,
I was hit by a truck and now my brain is fried,

I'm contemplating suicide,

I'm Paralyzed...

Cold on the inside but warm on the out,
Gotta keep the fake smile or im gunna face the doubt,
Suffering from depression but i cannot give you an amount,

Hey, what's that all about...

I don't wanna carry on neither wanna give up,
Its 3am and yeah, you know i'll be up,

But things are not the same,
I'm no longer playing your game,
You can stay in ya own lane,

Now im in a whole new class,
You can go ahead and kiss my fat white ass,

For I was blind but now I can see,
That you were slowly killing me...

(Chorus)
I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die,
And if life is pain then I wonder why ?
Why the fuck I'm so numb inside,
Contemplating my suicide,

I'm Paralyzed,

An angel in disguise,
Wonder how we got this far and never realized,
All these things I keep inside,
Contemplating my suicide,
All because you lied,

I'm Paralyzed,

(Outro)
This bleeding heart I can't ever replace,
All because of you my life is now a waste,

All because you lied,

I'm Paralyzed,

I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die,
And if life is pain then I wonder why ?
Why the fuck I'm so numb inside,
Contemplating my suicide,

I'm Paralyzed.