From the recording I'm a Poet and an Artist
Lyrics
🎧 I'm a Poet and an Artist 🎧
Written by - Kur$ed
(Chorus)
How could I let you harm us,
I'm all dazed, no days only darkness,
And when the sky is starless,
Choke the life, right up out your carcass,
I'm surrounded in darkness,
With thoughts in my head making me so heartless,
I'm just glad, I'm a poet and an artist...
(Verse 1)
I'm trapped out at sea so let me set this in the open,
Life's been a tug 'O' war and I ain't copin,
Shit's got me spinning and I ain't liking the motion,
I'm tryna hold on, but I'm drowning in this ocean,
I'm tryna stay on top, but I wish I was floatin,
It's getting hard to breath, and I've started choking,
I'm so close to overdosing,
This head of mine, feels like it's exploding,
You used to be the thing on my mind almost all the time,
Now your just a shadow dancing in the walls of my mind,
I wish the planets would align,
Coz im running out of time,
Im falling and getting caught in the sands,
I'm finding it hard to meet these demands,
Maybe it's better were getting some distance,
Coz i'll lose my shit in an instance,
That's the difference girl,
For you I'd give you the world,
But your like a punch to the gut and your makin my stomach curl,
And as the smoke begins to swirl,
I fuckin hate you girl...
We know we'll stay the same,
We know we're not gonna change,
I'm violent and strange,
One rule of life I cannot rearrange,
I fear that day where I'll think that your dead to me,
I'm like a mime trapped by his four walls of synergy,
I thought you were my light but you brought out the worst in me,
I'm filled with all this anger,
I shoulda left you in September,
But bitch, I got nothing left to remember...
(Chorus)
How could I let you harm us,
I'm all dazed, no days only darkness,
And when the sky is starless,
Choke the life, right up out your carcass,
I'm surrounded by these clouds of darkness,
With thoughts in my head making me so heartless,
I'm just glad, I'm a poet and an artist...
(Verse 2)
If I could turn back time and change the ticking clock,
I'd quit rolling over and hitting snooze on the dot,
Everything falls apart I guess that's just our story,
You bloodied up my walls it's all blood and gory,
I hate to say it but life with you was sad and boring,
Now I'm alone happily here I sleep snoring,
Just in my bed with my blanket over my head,
I can't erase all the horrible things you said,
I've been thinkin of ways to die,
Thinking how no one would even see me cry,
Painful thought of losing you came to be,
I cant take the pain properly so now I gotta flee,
Just what the fuck has happened to me...
There's a monster living in my mind,
Nothing to see I'm just too blind,
My body's rotting away from my core,
Now my body's part of the fucking floor,
If i have one thing then i cannot have the other,
So I had to discover,
That your life was happier being with another,
Now you better run for cover,
(Chorus)
How could I let you harm us,
I'm all dazed, no days only darkness,
And when the sky is starless,
Choke the life, right up out your carcass,
I'm surrounded in darkness,
With thoughts in my head making me so heartless,
I'm just glad, I'm a poet and an artist.